I'm getting so tired of waiting for badness to happen. It's really draining you know? And once in a while something substantial happens, something that makes you think "Ooh, here comes the badness." And you brace yourself, for the worst. But then the badness doesn't come and you think "Huh. That's weird. I was so sure." And then you start thinking that maybe the world is just giving you a moment of calm so that it can catch you unawares with the badness. And so you continue to brace yourself, your body tense, your mind prepared and your heart cringing and waiting...

Waiting waiting waiting...

When's it going to happen? When is it going to walk right up to you, slap you in the face and steal your wallet while you clutch your cheek in horror from the pain, humiliation and shock?

Technically, of course, you shouldn't be shocked. Why should you? You knew it was coming.

It must, then, be because one of the elements (your body, mind or heart) wasn't quite as prepared as you thought it was.

Try and keep all these thoughts in your head and not be tired. Not be drained.

It's hard work keeping it together.