I honestly feel like I worked all these months for no reason. Like I slaved my bum off, working with people nowhere near my age, having mind numbing conversations that I'm sure killed off at least 5% of my active brain cells and doing other people work for them even though I was weighed down by my own shit and now I have nothing to show for it. I had plans to buy so many things and to do so many things and I have not done anything on my list.

Nothing!

NOTHING!!!!