I'm tired, I'm sleepy, I'm cranky and I feel like giving up. Like all this isn't worth it and I should be doing the things that I want to be doing, not the things that I SHOULD be doing. Why is it so hard. Just when I think I'm loving the way I am right now, I get sidetracked and I think maybe the grass IS greener on the other side. Maybe I should have just...

I don't know!!!

Frustration is overwhelming and the desire to... to... MOVE ON is just so strong sometimes.

I just want to be free from all this sometimes...

Bloody hell...What did I get myself into?